CARMA

Someday, I accompanied my little sister to verify in my ex-Senior High School. I met with my ex-English Teacher, Mr. HR. He questioned me,
“Have you studied in the University?”
“Not yet, sir. I’m still waiting for the announcement of SNMPTN.”

From his face, I knew that he mocked me, look at me as a failed student. Indeed, I had registered to two The State University, The Favorite State University, and I choose (people say) one of the best direction in each State University. Maybe I dreamed so high, because I felt hurt when I failed, I failed to sign up both of them.

Mr. HR told me about his son a.k.a my schoolmate. His son was accepted in (people say) the Bogor’s Favorite Institute. He so glad with his son. It’s ordinary. He told me enthusiasm. But he also mocked me, said that I wasn’t as luck as his son. He laughed roarly when heard that I tried registered in SNMPTN and the Unstated University. It made me feel mad and sad. I became pessimist.
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Last morning, I visited my friend. We talked each other. About our activity, our jokes, and also our friend. Suddenly, she told me,
“Do you know? Mr. HR’s son will move from Bogor’s Favorite Institute!”
“I don’t know anything about him! What the hell happened?”
“People say he feels unhappy, he can’t follow the lesson. He frustrate because he can’t do all of the mid-semester exam. For example, he can’t do 10 questions from 10 questions. He asks his father to take him out from the hell.”
“Wow. 10 from 10. Are you crazy?”
“I’m not crazy. He is!”
“So, where are his ^new university^?”
“He and his father plan to move him to the Rookie University in our town.”
“Poor them.”

I don’t know why, I feel avenge him. He got carma from mocking me. Cruel me! He is a selfish man, swollen man. I’m sure he is so shame to meet people.

Indeed, human plan and dream something. And there are human who swollen with something that they’ve got. All of them are God’s. God can take that from us if God want to do it. But, there are the other good way for us. We must thank to God, whatever God give for us.
Thank’s God… because give me a life, beautiful life.