MENGKUDU

Rasanya gak enak... gak enaaaaak bangeeet....
Pahit.
Entah seberapa pahit.
Dimakan langsung, pahit.
Dibuat jus, semakin pahit.

 Pahit, gak enak, se gak enak hatiku sekarang. #mulaigombal
 Ku tak tahu harus ku apakan "mengkudu" ini.
Dibuang? Banyak manfaatnya.
Dimakan? Pahit. Aku harus mengorbankan lidahku, perutku dan segala isinya dahulu.
Diabaikan? Busuk. Tiada guna.

 Kau terlalu sombong, mengkudu.
Jangan karena kau bisa menyembuhkan berbagai penyakit, lalu kau memiliki rasa pahit tiada tara.
Seolah2 kau tak membutuhkan siapapun, *walaupun itu memang benar adanya*

 Well, kamu telah membawa orang yang kusayang untuk memiliki rasa sepertimu.
Pahit.
 Sepahit Engkau.
Dan kini aku harus merasakan 2 macam pahit.
 Pahitmu.
 Dan Pahitnya.

 Hai, kau yang dibawa mengkudu.
Aku mencintaimu,
seperti biji yang merindukan humus,
seperti tetes air yang membutuhkan kolam,
seperti aku yang menginginkan senyumanmmu.

 Hai, kau yang dibawa mengkudu.
Demi mengkudu, kau tak mengakuiku.
Entah, mungkin pahit telah membuatmu berubah.
 Berubah.
Berubah.
Berubah.

 Yap, berubah.
BUkan aku yang berubah.
Tapi kau.


 (May 2012)

WHO IS (Bruno Mars)

Oh I was perfect For the circus If she dared me I'd do it Love makes you stupid I gave it up But I guess it was not enough 'Cause she never seemed satisfied Oooh I know I'm not perfect But at the end of the day Who is? Oooh She wanted someone that's perfect Okay But can you tell me who is? Oooh Ooh Oooh Oooh Ooh Oooh She set the bar Just above the stars A rocket couldn't reach it but I still kept on reachin' She watched me try At least a thousand time If she loved me she'd stop me but no Oooh I know I'm not perfect But at the end of the day Who is? Oooh She wanted someone that's perfect Okay But can you tell me who is? I saw something worth my future So wrong, so wrong In my mind I was all it took But I guess I wasn't wrong Oooh I know I'm not perfect But at the end of the day Who is? She wanted someone that's perfect Okay But can you tell me who is? Oooh Ooh Oooh Oooh Ooh Oooh More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/b/bruno_mars/#shareOh I was perfect For the circus If she dared me I'd do it Love makes you stupid I gave it up But I guess it was not enough 'Cause she never seemed satisfied Oooh I know I'm not perfect But at the end of the day Who is? Oooh She wanted someone that's perfect Okay But can you tell me who is? Oooh Ooh Oooh Oooh Ooh Oooh She set the bar Just above the stars A rocket couldn't reach it but I still kept on reachin' She watched me try At least a thousand time If she loved me she'd stop me but no Oooh I know I'm not perfect But at the end of the day Who is? Oooh She wanted someone that's perfect Okay But can you tell me who is? I saw something worth my future So wrong, so wrong In my mind I was all it took But I guess I wasn't wrong Oooh I know I'm not perfect But at the end of the day Who is? She wanted someone that's perfect Okay But can you tell me who is? Oooh Ooh Oooh Oooh Ooh Oooh [ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/b/bruno_mars/who_is.html ]

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